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dark_rebellion) wrote2023-11-07 07:08 pm
dark_rebellion) wrote2023-11-07 07:08 pm
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I apologize to those I know if I've been rather distant lately.
I was struggling with some things and it took some time for me to admit it to myself and others. I was in a pretty bad state by the time I did.
I'm getting the help I need, thanks to mom, but for the last few weeks or so I've just been recovering from how much I ran myself down. All my body has wanted to do is sleep... but all my mind wants to do is give me vivid nightmares so... that's been a struggle.
I'm back on medication to help though, it's just going to take time to kick in.
I'm also recovering from a fracture to my right hand, so I'm a little limited in what I can do. I've taken a mental health break from dueling and my writing job, but with this fracture, I'd find doing both difficult anyway.
Anyway, I just thought I'd give an update on how things are.
I was struggling with some things and it took some time for me to admit it to myself and others. I was in a pretty bad state by the time I did.
I'm getting the help I need, thanks to mom, but for the last few weeks or so I've just been recovering from how much I ran myself down. All my body has wanted to do is sleep... but all my mind wants to do is give me vivid nightmares so... that's been a struggle.
I'm back on medication to help though, it's just going to take time to kick in.
I'm also recovering from a fracture to my right hand, so I'm a little limited in what I can do. I've taken a mental health break from dueling and my writing job, but with this fracture, I'd find doing both difficult anyway.
Anyway, I just thought I'd give an update on how things are.
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... Are you doing okay right now, at least?
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Yeah. I'm doing better than I was, at least.
Resting has helped. I'm not feeling as run down now. I'm still recovering mentally, but I'll get there eventually, with help.
Ruri made a surprise visit too, which I really appreciated. It was nice to have her company for a while.
I really feel bad for worrying her, and all of you too.
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Oh, wow, I'm glad Ruri made it out to see you! Glad Kurosaki didn't get weird over it...
But... it's alright, I'm just glad you're doing even just a bit better than before.
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Thanks, Yuzu.
It's going to be a long road, but I'll gradually get better, both mentally and physically.
Hopefully anyway.
I also still need to talk to Yuya and hopefully mend things with him.
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You'll do fine with him, I believe in the both of you!
If-- if that isn't weird to say, at least.
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It isn't weird. I appreciate the enthusiasm.
I'm sure things will be fine. We just need to find the right time to talk.
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If I ever find that girl...You should already know this, but if you need me to get you anything, I can do it quickly enough. You just have to ask. Alright, bro?
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Of course.
Thanks Yugo. I appreciate it.
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Mom said you hadn't been feeling well, so I wanted to give you some space, but...
... I'm ready to talk whenever you are.
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How about this.
It's the girls' birthday near the end of the month, so I need to buy presents for both Ruri and Yuzu. If you need to get something for Yuzu, how about we head out tomorrow, go to a café, talk things through, then go find presents for them.
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I've been meaning to go out and get Yuzu a present, but with what's been going on... I haven't really had the courage to go on my own.
Do you think we'll be safe enough?
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Alright.
Café and shopping is good with me.
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Okay.
Also. Thank you, for the party snacks you left at my bedroom door the other week.
I was feeling pretty bad back then, so I appreciated them.
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No problem.