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I apologize to those I know if I've been rather distant lately.

I was struggling with some things and it took some time for me to admit it to myself and others. I was in a pretty bad state by the time I did.

I'm getting the help I need, thanks to mom, but for the last few weeks or so I've just been recovering from how much I ran myself down. All my body has wanted to do is sleep... but all my mind wants to do is give me vivid nightmares so... that's been a struggle.
I'm back on medication to help though, it's just going to take time to kick in.

I'm also recovering from a fracture to my right hand, so I'm a little limited in what I can do. I've taken a mental health break from dueling and my writing job, but with this fracture, I'd find doing both difficult anyway.

Anyway, I just thought I'd give an update on how things are.

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... Are you doing okay right now, at least?

Yeah. I'm doing better than I was, at least.
Resting has helped. I'm not feeling as run down now. I'm still recovering mentally, but I'll get there eventually, with help.

Ruri made a surprise visit too, which I really appreciated. It was nice to have her company for a while.

I really feel bad for worrying her, and all of you too.

Oh, wow, I'm glad Ruri made it out to see you! Glad Kurosaki didn't get weird over it...

But... it's alright, I'm just glad you're doing even just a bit better than before.

Edited 2023-11-07 20:02 (UTC)

Thanks, Yuzu.

It's going to be a long road, but I'll gradually get better, both mentally and physically.
Hopefully anyway.

I also still need to talk to Yuya and hopefully mend things with him.

Right!

You'll do fine with him, I believe in the both of you!

If-- if that isn't weird to say, at least.

It isn't weird. I appreciate the enthusiasm.

I'm sure things will be fine. We just need to find the right time to talk.

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